April 14
My baby has been an angel
for 1 month today. What a terrible thing to say. I have been a mother without a
baby for 31 days. 31 times the earth has spun and I'm stuck without her. How
else can I say it? How can I make it real, or better yet, how can I undo it all
together?
I'm going to go out in public today. By
myself. I have a dr. appt unrelated to Addison. I will have to bring her up
though unless they already know. I'm going to try to be careful, but pray I
don't attack anyone.
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Phyllis Pitts Rowberry:
You will have the prayers of those around you to sustain you, and when you do
act on your feelings, don't feel bad. None of us can really know what you are
going through, but I believe I speak for many when I say that I doubt I would
be holding it all together on the outside as well as you are. Maybe it is okay
to let your vulnerability show sometimes. It means you are healthy and
"normal", whatever that is.
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